How time fly by so fast! It's less than 24 hours before 2013. Looking back, I realized that I am so blessed and lucky despite of some unfortunate events that happened to me.
This year, I have been on a rollercoaster ride. All the rants and the sentiments, I just kept it in myself. I have been dreaming of an extravagant year because this was the year that I would be celebrating my debut, my 18th year. If you have read in my July blog post about my dream debut, I was so sad because my dream has never entered reality. On a lighter note, I am still thankful to Him because He have blessed me in other ways.
My family have been in a moving on stage for a year now. My grandfather's death had left a huge scar, but I believe that it must be healed for us to stand alone without our old man's presence. I wish that on 2013, our family would have its prosperity and happiness again.
One of the things that added colors to my 2012 is my friends. We call ourselves as Ultraman Gang and we have been hanging out for a year now. For us, it's not about how long you have been, it's the toughness of friendship that matters.
This year was also a roller coaster in my love-life. My boyfriend and I have been into ups and downs, make-ups and break-ups but in the end, our love has conquered it all. We managed to talk about our problems and never let it big and just focused on each other.
If you're going to ask what's best in my 2012? I got a chance to go to school again and pursue my dream of being a civil engineer! I thank God, my aunts and my parents for giving me another chance to study again after a year or two of being a couch potato. Because of this, I have met these awesome people and it feels so good that every semester, we're increasing!
2012 has been a good year to me though I have experienced some shortcomings but that doesn't stop me from being happy because I believe that there is more to happiness than hatred.
Happy New Year everyone! We must all move forward from the storm that 2012 has brought us and be thankful on the blessings that it has showered us. We all deserve to be better and be happy this 2013. Smile and spread the love! X
Sunday, December 30, 2012
Saturday, December 29, 2012
Yes and No. Why?
I had a dream last night, you were there by my side.
We were in a known crowd and you feel so proud.
Your lips were on mine, never realizing that people are unkind.
Yes, we’re still together.
No, not anymore. Never.
Then I woke up touching my lips,
Thinking if it happened so I could savor it for keeps.
Yes, it was just a dream.
No, it must be real.
You kept appearing in my dreams
Could you do it for real as a gift?
Oh yes, we could have a sequel for our love story.
Oh no, it already ended and became a tragic history.
We were in a known crowd and you feel so proud.
Your lips were on mine, never realizing that people are unkind.
Yes, we’re still together.
No, not anymore. Never.
Then I woke up touching my lips,
Thinking if it happened so I could savor it for keeps.
Yes, it was just a dream.
No, it must be real.
You kept appearing in my dreams
Could you do it for real as a gift?
Oh yes, we could have a sequel for our love story.
Oh no, it already ended and became a tragic history.
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