In my past years, I have dreamt of having a fairytale-like birthday party. Celebrating my legalization on a Friday the 13th with my program entitled as "Fling Friday". I'm imagining myself in a beautiful, glittery, white ball gown with my 7 inches nude stilletos on. I want my entourage to be in a staircase, full of pink Tulips, at a garden in Gilmore, with some "She Will Be Loved" background. And, I'm going to dance with the 18 most handsome friends and relatives followed by my gorgeous 18 candles. Then, I will end up that night at exactly 12:00 midnight while watching an amazing fireworks in the tune of "Moment 4 Life" by my favorite rapper, Nicki Minaj.
Then after that, I wanna have my after party on a Saturday night. I wanted it to be a pool party overlooking Manila in Antipolo. It's gonna be like a mini-concert with my band, "Belbes Rebolber" and after that, my favorite HipHop/RnB songs will be mixed at 12:00 midnight to 3:00 am. We're just gonna party, and get drunk, 'till me and my friends drop.
Sunday, would be a family day for me. We're just going to pig out and celebrate. I also wanna grab that opportunity to introduce my long time boyfriend (and hopefully, soon-to-be-husband)to my family and friends. (Wishful thinking.)
But, those dreams are stuck in dreamland. It could never happen at this moment. Let's just say that, I have a lot of important priorities to accomplish rather than spending bucks for that extravagant party. Yet, I know that it could enter reality, I claim it now. After I graduate, I would really make that fairytale party happen. It's never too late, right? And besides, I still don't look 18, do I?
God has a greater plan. If not now, it'll happen in His perfect time. But at this moment, I wanna thank Him for making my 18 years of existence a fruitful, blissful and colorful one! I offer all my love to You, my Lord. I love You! Happy 18th Birthday to me!
